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Out and Proud

February 9, 2019

For some individuals in the LGBTQ+ community, being “out and proud” can be the final step in their journey of courage and self-discovery. In this spread, junior Kat Nasif and seniors Jadyn Kennedy and Greg Roper share their experiences with finding their identities, coming out to the community around them and living every day with pride.

Jadyn Kennedy

Senior Jadyn Kennedy didn’t know she was pansexual until she was a sophomore. After attending a conservative Christian school in Indiana for most of her childhood, she wasn’t given the opportunity to question her sexuality or explore her identity. Since she was surrounded by homophobia, Jadyn repressed her feelings and convinced herself that she was straight.

“I used to be [intolerant because] there wasn’t anyone out there who represented the gay community and I just grew up with traditional Christian beliefs,” Jadyn said.

 However, moving to California changed her entire outlook on sexuality and herself. She sees sexuality as more of a spectrum and now feels free to learn more about a part of herself that she was not allowed to explore before.

Marie Godderis

After integrating herself into an accepting and progressive community, Jadyn identified herself as pansexual at the beginning of sophomore year and slowly began confiding in close friends about her sexuality. But because of her family’s strong traditional Christian values, she was initially apprehensive about coming out to her parents.  

“I actually texted [my mom the news] because I was too scared to confront her face to face,” Jadyn said. “And, obviously it came as a shock to [my parents] at first, but now two-and-a-half years later, my parents are so supportive of me, and I don’t really think that there was anything that could have gone better.”

As someone who struggled between accepting herself and sticking to her family’s religious beliefs, Jadyn has a lot of advice for people in a similar situation as her or who want to come out of the closet but are afraid to.

“If you’re going to be around people that are super set in their own mindset… try not to prove yourself to them,” Jadyn said. “Just make sure that you’re confident enough in who you are.”

Kat Nasif

When junior Kat Nasif was in fourth grade, she realized that she didn’t find herself fawning over boys like some of her other classmates. Rather, she felt inexplicably drawn to a girl in her class. She wouldn’t process that she was a lesbian until she was slightly older.

Three years later, Kat began dating girls secretly and hid her relationships from her family and some of her friends.

But after years of hiding her identity, Kat realized that she couldn’t live closeted anymore. She came out to her close friends and accidentally came out to her family in sophomore year after her mother discovered a Valentine’s Day card Kat crafted for her girlfriend.

“[My mom and I] didn’t really talk [about it] for a couple months after, but [now] she [has] come around A lot of people will come around eventually,” Kat said.

Marie Godderis

A year after revealing her sexuality to her family, Kat officially came out to the school with a post on Instagram.

“I am a lesbian,” Kat wrote in her post. “I am ready to take on whatever the world throws at me. This is the next stage of my life–a life that I am so excited for because I can really call it my own. This is my fingers releasing the secrets I used to clench in the palms of my hands. This is my exhale.”

Before her Instagram post, Kat was apprehensive about coming out publicly because of previous incidents of prejudice. Some strangers called her homophobic slurs and a few of her classmates refused to accept her sexual orientation.

Nonetheless, Kat’s decision to disclose her sexual orientation was valuable to her, allowing her to grow as a person.

“I started coming out to people, and they started being really friendly,” Kat said. “And then I every time I did that, I just grew an ounce more confident in myself and just built up over time… As soon as I started coming out, I felt a little more free.”

Though she hesitates to urge other closeted students to come out if doing so would pose a danger to them, Kat wants students to know all the benefits of coming out.

“I think that if it’s safe for you to come out, and if you can come out and you have the resources and you’re sure you can keep on living with your parents, I think it’s a very freeing experience,” Kat said.

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Mayu Alten, Copy/Content Editor

Mayu Alten is a second-year staff member and Copy/Content Editor. She is currently a junior and covers the water polo beat.

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